时间证明一切

它证明了。。。。受伤的心真的会痊愈。即使不是完完全全的，至少真的会渐渐地，慢慢地好起来。

 

它似乎好像也证明了。。。。又是另一次错误的自作多情。读了她的书，我才发觉，自己原来是个爱情的乞丐。真可悲。。清醒吧。是时候了。

 

想太多了。。有可能的，没可能的，不可能的。好累人

 

不想再钻牛角尖。就让时间证明一切。。我等你告诉我故事的结局。期待。。耐心地等待。　

自由

‎”用尽了一切力气，只为从那深层的自责与愤怒中脱逃…”

‘拥抱内心的小孩——专访伊能静’, 特约记者—一盈
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4766fbd001017o56.html

…而我。。还在努力当中，还在挣扎着。。还没有逃出来。还是不能释怀。或许还不够努力。。或许还不够尽全力。可是越是努力，越是难逃。。

几时才能释放自己？几时才能得到解放？几时才能得到真正的自由？。。

好累。放弃。听天由命吧。。

beginning of a short break

1/2. what a significant date. well….we used to have so much fun. yet who knows in the end we didnt even manage to celebrate another year of anniversary. life is so unpredictable…what else can i say

seems that it is progressing…yet it is so vague. both of us enjoy watching each other’s reactions, enjoy observing each other in our own quiet little ways. i have never seen anyone who can laugh because of my natural misbehaviour due to my stupid dupid low EQ…very funny meh?  haiyo..what a shy person. i thought the one who is supposed to be shy is me?? hahaa…dont know la. i think both of us do enjoy working together. at least it seems that we work well together as a team. who knows what will happen in future? nobody knows…so at the moment, shall enjoy every moment that we can spend together

i hope the break will at least be peaceful….not asking for more. i just wanna rest for a while…and hopefully by the end of it i will be refreshed and all geared up for a better tomorrow!

i have never thought that i can become such a workaholic. what to do…i do enjoy my work and it does help to make me happy and to fill up the emptiness in me. more under control now..dont worry

oh ya new vocab of the day: electro-cute-ing :p not bad…first time in my life i have people describing my eyes with this word. a little too flattering perhaps? :p but ya…i do agree that my eyes are beautiful in their own ways. i love the way they are

time to sleep..good nite

still weak

Greeting from workplace! hahaa…not bad, 1042pm. havent broken my record yet, which is 1am plus in the early morning, the time which i headed home from my workplace. yup i am crazy…the break up has caused some damage in me, whereby i tend to float around, somewhere out there, until i am satisfied/really physically feel SO DEAD, then only i will head home. today is just another relapse. i am actually feeling so much better now, after 2 weeks plus of floating. since i finished my end-year break and back to my life in KL for this new calendar year, floating has finally stopped completely. until today, i felt that empty loneliness in heart again when i was informed that i need to settle my own dinner. yup…loneliness still eats me up at times….but, well, i do get some things done. so..do have benefits i guess…

today has not been a very bad day actually. the scolding actually brought happiness for me really happy to receive some comfort. but well..i shall always remind myself, NO EXPECTATION, THUS NO DISAPPOINTMENT. to have totally no expectations is kind of ridiculous, so…just try my best to lessen the amount as much as possible. my heart cant take another disastrous blow..it is still so weak..still quite painful at those unrecovered wounds. well..time heals. yes time heals…patience k. just be patient..

shall finish up my work as soon as possible and head home.

tomorrow will be another brand new beautiful day k must stay happy and wear that smile as much as possible i feel good, and everyone else feels good, so why not?

Best advice of the day (so far…)

” build a better character, while waiting for the next right man.”

Thank you for boosting my confidence when i started off the day feeling so down….

No more whining. MUST ACT!

better character for a better tomorrow

happy new year..

Greetings again to the world!

Back to the blogging world

Welcome to my new place. i set up this page long long time ago….actually wanted to change the blog name but i think i cant, or if i can means i dont know how. nevermind, Misty it shall be then i still like what i wrote for the description. afterall, they are all my own words, arent they?

Well, after so long since the last post on my old blog….i have been through quite a lot in life. you can still see me just starting to talk about my ex on almost every post on my old blog. but now….he has become my ex. and i have moved on to the next chapter of my life, whereby there are still some remnants of the past relationship which has just ended about 1 month ago. and i am still learning the art of controlling my forever famous-amous super duper notorious bad temper..need a bit more time. yes just a little bit more……

i am having my year-end break now. i shall start the new year with a brand new beautiful heart which is much stronger and hopefully, better protected by my very own wonderfully rational head, ok?

Happy New Year!